wanna shout and run. step out for a while!

It is late at night and I cannot sleep.
no reason just cannot sleep.
friends are cuddling with their cushions.
so I stuck with my dearest helpful PC.
i'm telling you this is my random writing. no meaning no point of writing it

i am relieved today, tonight for exact. i have no more guilt. i am ready for whatever it is in front of me.letting you stay behind, enough is enough, no more walking round with my head down i'm so over being blue crying over youuu.. . . *let me sing this song for you haha

and now i am scared.. .. .
i am not certain of what's coming to me. too fast and too . . . simply too fast.i am certain of nothing now, believing what i am not certain of i cannot. at least not for now
i'll give some more time let's see how it is passing by yeaaaaaaaaaaa
rrrrrrrrr
i am sleepy but i cant sleep matters are flowing back and forth thru my neurons with no space for me to have a break and rest for a while.
let's hoping i am not deceived, hoping what i see is not a mirage but a real water stream.
windy as i am.moody as always. dear windman, dont let me down... . .

sleep sleep dear me.
sleep sleep sleep i am tired
sleep sleep sleep as if life can be as easy as eyes blinking.blink blink blink.
good night. . .... . ... .



Love, ms Hope