Wednesday, December 24, 2008

untold confession :(

why should I end up stuck at house with nothing I can do.
you really are distressing, mom.
I can't stand your misjudgment! I hate it that I hate you, but I do :(
I re-state my statement, there's no -even the minutely tiniest- part of me is craving for his companion. it's just no one else has time slot for me today like he has. I'm not DEPENDENT on him, mom! how can you not understand that.

i know why.
the time allocation went wrong.
between your existence being my authoritative mother and my faithful closest friend.
I just exhausted being a stoic. Feigning that whatever you're demanding is alright for me.
I just need you to understand me. . . better.
And after all, there will be greater chance for me to listen willingly to you. .


Love you anyway, mom.

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