untold confession :(

why should I end up stuck at house with nothing I can do.
you really are distressing, mom.
I can't stand your misjudgment! I hate it that I hate you, but I do :(
I re-state my statement, there's no -even the minutely tiniest- part of me is craving for his companion. it's just no one else has time slot for me today like he has. I'm not DEPENDENT on him, mom! how can you not understand that.

i know why.
the time allocation went wrong.
between your existence being my authoritative mother and my faithful closest friend.
I just exhausted being a stoic. Feigning that whatever you're demanding is alright for me.
I just need you to understand me. . . better.
And after all, there will be greater chance for me to listen willingly to you. .


Love you anyway, mom.

Edward fever does affect me :)

i've just finished reading Eclipse. yeeay :D
first impression after all.. EDWARD IS A PERFECT LOVER, despite he is a vampire though.
very mature and passionately thoughtful haha.
he had total control over his emotion, i respect him for that.i know that wasn't easy.
his self-sacrificing was sooooo touchy.

"But you are only human, Bella. And, as much as I might wish otherwise, so is he. . . . There holes in your life that I can't fill. I understand that" [Edward]

looking forward to continue to Breaking Dawn.

i'm so happy for you

i am surprised by a news i've found thru the net early this morning.
in my facebook notification, i saw...
nadhila changed her status : nadhila is no longer listed as single
a happy laugh bursts into my face immediately :D
i'm just so happy that a good girl and a good friend like her finally has someone to rely on.. again :)
it's just i don't expect her to get a new mate when she is in full-duty of her mission, as an exchange student hihi. surprising, though. i wish you happy days, nadhila. mwah mwah

Love

yeaaaaaaaay :D

yeay ay ay. i finally made it.
a new blog yeay. mwah