Sunday, January 25, 2009

Things aren't for us.....anymore

Finally. The destiny shows its power.
no matter how hard we tried and struggled, destiny will always be on top.

after 2 years of sweet and bitterness, it has to be ended.
asking why ? my only answer is DESTINY
feels like we're no longer meant for each other, things are rapidly changing and so are us.

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

(Separated-Usher)

I thought i was ready for the day
but then I realize I was wrong
I feel lonely and lost. .
but I just cannot go back. .at least for now.
lament me for this?you may.

Be good without me.I know you love me, I love you too.
Feeling grateful to God for sending you to earth, that's me
Breath your name in each of my prayer, asking God to care for you. .willingly
Never think I'm irreplaceable
I know you'll make it through somehow

Don't want to say Goodbye, just. . See you again, Later




P.S. I love you

Thursday, January 15, 2009

My Mind's Song

Don't know why. I just want to write this piece of art..

I never knew perfection 'till
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It's not right, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday Maybe we're better off this way? It's better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You're scared and that you think that I'm insane

The city looks so nice from here
Pity I can't see it clearly
While you're standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It's not right, not okay
To say the words that you say

Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break

So you're sitting all alone
You're fragile and you're cold, but that's alright
Life these days is getting rough
They've knocked you down and beat you up
But it's just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It's not right, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?

I'm not fine, not okay
To say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?

I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break, baby

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Going for a Fashion Icon

on 31st of December, I went to hospital with my momma, have a check on my coccyx pain.
While we were on waiting room, a dazzling mama in her red stunning dress stepped in.. (jengjengjengjeng.. backsound please) in her 60s walked along with her daughter,who is around my mom's age..



I managed to peek and took a pict, a stolen pict.


With a satin scarf on her neck, Jerry red shoes on her feet, and a Bonia bag, and the necklace,almost forgotten.
So well-prepared for a visit to hospital or, probably she was going to go to a club for her new year's eve celebration after this.
Or maybe she's just reminiscing her good old days, feel young and act young.
I respect her for her confidence, though.
Good Job. ;)